是因为愧疚，才会牢牢记得某些事吗？？
有些东西，怎么也忘不了，是因为这样吗？？
有些时候，我就连我在愧疚什么都不知道。。。
一颗不受控制的心。。。
我，不需要。。。
a short conclusion for this sem....
basically, not a free sem...
thanks to all kind of assignments and also presentations.....
never have the chance to present on 3 consequent days....
what a "great" experience for me.....
ok la... at least shall thank it,
coz as somebody else said, i ady immune to presentation....
no feel to presentation ady.....
the last lecture day of 2nd year 2nd sem ends cheerfully.....
went shopping, get what i want, and manage to cheat ppl on april's fool....
hahaha.....
swept away all the previous unhappiness.....
all the tiredness, laziness, unhappiness shall end yesterday......
from now on, new days waiting for me!!!!!
and shall gambateh for study week and exam lo....
then holidays waiting for me!!!!!!!
hehe....
it shall be the best holiday ever..........
HK, i am looking forward for u!!!!!!!!!!!!
tell myself that i wun open the link anymore.....
and cutting off everything between us....
left only fb to remain connected....
tell myself dat nvm, i am capable of doing all these annoying things....
i am able to deal and endure for 1 more week....
simply 1 mote week and 1 more month and i am free for 4 months continuosly.....
and reluctantly, i have to go on to 3rd year ady....
need tell myself to gambateh....
and the most important thing now is to tell myself dat nvm,
i can endure all the unfairness dat i get...
from new year till now....
nearly broke down because of him.....
why i must endure???
and everybody prioritize him coz he is a guy and i am simply a girl???
how come they never take care of my feeling??
why must a girl lose to a guy??
i am not dat kind of ppl to endure all these unfairness i felt deeply in my heart....
ady been hurted few years ago and the wound is still there....
it wun heals so fast....
until u all recognise my hardwork....
i dun play all the time, i do work!!!
and u all never take care of my arm is it????
although she knew dat i cant hold heavy things for long time....
and yet always ask me to bring this bring that which is not for my sake....
small things is ok but of coz not all those big big stuff la pls....
i noe sometimes u might forget abt my arm,
but pls la....
dun always say i am those "thousand gold miss" or whatever equivalent to dat ok....
everytime must say like this.....
i grow up ady....
need to take care of my feel pls....
dun ever think that i am ok for everything...
pls pls pls, take care of my feel...
1.此刻打盹，你将做梦；而此刻学习，你将圆梦。
2.我荒废的今日，正是昨日殒身之人祈求的明日。
3.觉得为时已晚的时候，恰恰是最早的时候。
4.勿将今日之事拖到明日。
5.学习时的苦痛是暂时的，未学到的痛苦是终生的。
6.学习这件事，不是缺乏时间，而是缺乏努力。
7.幸福或许不排名次，但成功必排名次。
8.学习并不是人生的全部。但既然连人生的一部分―――学习也无法征服，还能做什么呢？
9.请享受无法回避的痛苦。
10.只有比别人更早、更勤奋地努力，才能尝到成功的滋味。
11.谁也不能随随便便成功，它来自彻底的自我管理和毅力。
12.时间在流逝。
13.现在流的口水，将成为明天的眼泪。
14.狗一样地学，绅士一样地玩。
15.今天不走，明天要跑。
16.投资未来的人，是忠于现实的人。
17.受教育程度代表收入。
18.一天过完，不会再来。
19.即使现在，对手也不停地翻动书页。
20.没有艰辛，便无所获。
