12th May 2011, i began my first working day...
27th May 2011, i leave my job temporarily for Green Lung SayWhat and my Hong Kong trip for 1 month.
27th June 2011, i rejoined this company~~
19th Aug 2011, i ended my 10 week job~~
During these 10 weeks,
i learnt a new software which i needed it for my job..
i learnt a new life~ the fixed working hour (9-6) life..
i learnt a new experience of teaching and guiding ppl.. (which i bet i'm not a good teacher and i wun be teaching anymore coz it made me feel like i'm babysitting rather than teaching)
i learnt a new relationship between colleagues...
i learnt the so-called working stress...(today i experienced what is 得空死不得空病）
i learnt to speak more fluently in cantonese!!!
I think these are all what i learnt during this 10 week....
Although i get a low paid salary for this, however, i get to experience what i wanted to as i wun have any chance to have this "normal working life" after this...
Erm, i appreciated these as i started to learn how to appreciate things around me...
Although i get stressed up during the last few weeks, 3 weeks i bet...
Because of the teaching stuff...
Here, i would like to voice my deep thanks to a couple of ppl who listened to me, calmed me down during those annoying period...
Also, i wanna thanks those who accompanied me, entertained me during these boring working time....
Haha...
Thats all for my conclusion for this Data Migration job~~
Next, my journey will continue on KLCC Bookfest 2011 from 27th Aug 2011 - 4th Sept 2011...
Going to meet my beloved Nicholas Teo for the show of Besta there by 31st Aug 2011...
Haha...
It is such a shock for me to bump into him there....
I never expect to see him there...
And actually i do not mean to have my last lunch there as well...
Everything is just a coincidence....
I wonder, is it him??
Do i recognise the wrong ppl??
I wonder do he notice me too??
I din change a lot except my fringe....
I tot he should be able to recognise me too...
I tot...
Maybe he just din notice me there....
At the end, i still dun think i recognise the wrong ppl....
May god bless me not to recognise wrongly...
And there is 1 more thing that made me wondering too...
Why there will be special incident happen whenever i decided to put it down???
And the result turns out to be, i need somemore time to put it down....
Why???
Is it an indication for me to not to put it down???
Or what else???
I really dun understand....
Everytime it appears like this...
Haiz.....
最近这两天，身边的人都问我一个可爱的问题，
有艳遇吗？？有看上的吗？？男朋友在哪啊？？
刚刚听到的更可爱，
男朋友在家乡是吗？？
不然为什么这么常回家？？
zzz... 请问，回家不能是为了单纯的回家吗？？
拜托~~
大家，有必要这样催我吗？？
我做了该做的，
我已经对我做了的事觉得过不了自己的良心了，
或者更准确的说法是自尊心吧~~
我知道我的自尊心很高，
高到我没有勇气去做我想做的事，
最近的我，很努力了~~
大家，不是我不想，
而是急不来，
况且，一个手掌拍不响，
这道理，大家该明白了吧~~
原谅我今天的emo，我也不想的~~
只是最近的遭遇太炸到了~~
I'm thinking on stopping blogging emotions anymore...
Thinking to blog more on my dream future...
What i wished to accomplish in future..
Or be more accurate, i shall say is whatever i wanted it to appear in my life and what drivens me to that...
Anyway, everything still under consideration..
I'm trying to do great things overall by which i'm not so sure whether i have the ability to do that or not...
But i'm trying to leave my negative emotions away here, fb and everywhere... haha...
Finally, I really do understand my current condition...
understand what should i do and what i shouldn't...
I done what i shall do...
I watched what i wished to...
and now, i have a final decision...
I managed to do it before the due date i set for myself, 19 Aug..
Going to keep myself calm, leave everything to the control by the rest, and move forward to my desired life...
I wish i could do what i wanna do...
Achieve whatever i wanted to see in my future life...
Perseverance is the major lesson i should learn and tries to conquer it...
I'm not going to spend time on thinking what shall i do to get to u,
what shall i wrote for ur attention...
I will be myself from now on....
Stop thinking nonsense as i really realise the reality...
Reality is always cruel and we shall find ways to overcome it and not escape ourselves from it...
Gonna be more and more optimistic from now on....
I wanted my life to be filled with laughter, smiley and whatever good deeds...
I shall learn from them....
They will be my role model...
Keep moving on the right track we wanted to...
Thank god i met and get noe u all...
Aug 19 will be a great day to me...
I have 2 missions which i going to complete it by the big day..
1st, realisation and putting down.. ( DONE)
2nd, finishing my data migration job.... (going to be done)
Promising myself a better life ahead~~ =D
Today is a nice nice day began with 2 nice nice songs....
I can endure her stupid questions...
but the more i endure, the more she asked....
and the questions become more and more stupid...
i noe i'm bad to say all these....
but now my good mood really spoilt....
i taught her for 2 weeks...
is this my failure or hers??
how shall i wake her up??
to be clearer on what she is doing....
Thanks to her, i might become a better pharmacist in future...
She trained my patience, i din shout at her although i ady very angry with her...
I had to remind myself that i only have few days left to be with her...
Be exact, is 5 days from now on...
作曲:伍家輝 作詞:李欣怡
空氣裡飄散的雨滴 冷卻我們的勇氣
僵持的情緒 就算歎息也變得很多餘
好不容易你說一句 否決以後的關係
我們的默契 你不必提我懂痛在哪裡
你能給的不多 你能愛的不多
你的不多 卻把我無止盡淹沒
我需要的不多我渴求的只是愛的經過
怎麼最後 讓我們都沉默
過去也許愛得質疑傷害已是來不及
再怎麼痊癒劃過的心還是留著痕跡
所以你最後那一句
否決過去的記憶我們的默契
我明白自己停在哪裡
你能給的不多你能愛的不多
你的不多 卻把我無止盡淹沒
我需要的不多我渴求的只是愛的經過
怎麼最後 讓我們都沉默
你能給的不多你能愛的不多
你的不多 卻把我無止盡淹沒
我需要的不多
我渴求的只是愛的經過
怎麼最後 讓我們都沉默
许多人爱上了许多人
要不就留下深度不同的伤痕
要不就厮守一生
在这个感情脆弱的城市
许多人离开了许多人
有些到头来终于能再次复合
有些成了陌生人
谁是世界上 最爱你的人
我不轻易问 我安静的等
绕了一大圈 也许才更能
看见我坚定不移的眼神
谁是世界上 最爱你的人
时间会选择 上天在看着
如果你不想 那么快就承认
让答案在风中慢慢地飘着
在这个感情脆弱的城市
许多人离开了许多人
有些到头来终于能再次复合
有些成了陌生人
谁是世界上 最爱你的人
我不轻易问 我安静的等
绕了一大圈 也许才更能
看见我坚定不移的眼神
谁是世界上 最爱你的人
时间会选择 上天在看着
如果你不想 那么快就承认
让答案在风中慢慢地飘着
就算不确定不停在发生
我非常确定什么是永恒
谁是世界上 最爱你的人
时间会选择 上天在看着
如果你不想 那么快就承认
让答案在风中慢慢地飘着
飘在你的耳边轻轻暗示着
谁是世界上最爱你的人
if u ask me, which song i loves the most,
i will answer both.
both songs gave me different feel.
when i 1st listen to 不多,
i dun really like it...
but when i repeated it, i begin to love it little bit more than the 2nd song.
不多 tends to be sad song while 世界上最爱你的人 tends to be happier song.
and this proves that i still prefer sad song...
Listened to the song,
i thought of something happened 2 months ago....
some of the lyrics do match with it....
anyway, i promised myself 19 Aug,
everything gonna end by 19 Aug...
I leave it to the fate to decide it...
Am i bad?? Not responsible??
I wonder...
Anyway, i going to change my life to a better life....
Doing some effort from now on...
hopefully i will be able to persevere...
Gambateh~~
I done sth which i duno right or wrong..
Some asked me not to do so..
Some asked me to...
And finally i realised, my heart wishes me to do.
I done it, and i wun regret...
anything i will leave it to the fate...
It has been a great training for me...
Patience training...
Personally, i dun think i'm a bad tempered ppl...
At least i'm not hot tempered...
However, teaching her could enable me to lose all my temper out of a sudden...
Maybe we will encounter patients like her in future...
never understand what i told her...
never apply what i told her...
never look at the note that she should take a look at....
how shall i deal with ppl like this??
somebody pls pls pls come and tell me....
i nearly lose my temper,
seriously require cold water to be poured over me to chase away my temper...
the very 1st time i would feel hatred when my name was called...
speechless..
may god bless me for 2 more weeks...
是我天真还是你无知？？
我知道要你一时间接受这么多是有点困难，
但至少你要有些努力吧。
别让我看见这些无知的东西好吗？？
别告诉我你没有Common Sense 咯。。
我不会接受这解释的。。
我还真不知道遇上你，
是你的幸运还是我的倒霉。
我虽然很担心你做出来的东西，
但我是不可能重新检查的。
认识一个人，一个星期吧，
让我看到很多和我想象中的你不一样的东西，
你未免也太强了。
我不理你有多大的心机，
不要惹到我，
否则我会让你好看。
遇见你，让我也开始有了些改变。
让我看到和以前不一样的东西，
有了不一样的想法，
我是否该感谢你呢？？
是我天真无知，还是你？？
Familiar with this word, "Workplace"??
I met this word during my last semester, 2nd year 2nd sem where we took the course "workplace communication II" by which we "loves" the lecturer so much...
anyway, still have to thank her for giving me a A- for this course..
Today what i gonna talk abt is not the course itself but the real workplace i'm in right now.
After i enter this company and b4 today, i taught this company is not really stressful coz i do not have the chance to see the fruits of stress here...
my area here is rather peaceful,
there are ppl answering questions from customers, but,
no loud scolding sound,
no fast paced working speed,
no visible "mental fighting",
no visible "physical fighting"....
everything seems to be staying in a peaceful state...
a daily routine to be carried out everyday...
it is indeed boring but at least not much variation that could cause u to feel scared of the changes that might happen everyday...
however, things just changed few seconds after i went to another side of this company.
the pace there is at least double of my area,
almost all the ppl there has the word "stress" written on their face..
and they seems to be fighting over each other mentally and physically...
what a great difference between these 2 sides..
all of a sudden, i understand what she told me b4 this..
how ppl are fighting with the smiley on their face...
and i'm trying to feel how will he feel in his workplace...
1 more time, my perception begin to change...
i begin to believe more in what she told me...
will i change??
i wonder too....
the real world vs the imagination
i thought i can imagine what will my future workplace looks like after i entered this current workplace...
however, the truth proven that i'm wrong...
maybe i'm not totally wrong, but i still wrong...
is it i too naive ady??
haiz....
recently i think quite a lot in the matter of naive...
i noe i'm not mature enough,
but the reality proves again that i'm still naive in certain area..
and recently i met 1 gal who are more naive than me...
and her age told me that she is elder than me..
erm.... i wonder what should i say...
anyway, i will keep learning on how to be more mature mentally and physically...
especially in what i do...
may god bless me....
心痛了一整晚，是时候清醒了。
虽然我想的和我做的东西不一样，
但我会努力让它们变一样。
昨晚学到一句话，“顺其自然，自自然然就不见了。”
既然我选择顺其自然，现在不见了是我活该。
我要努力让自己活得更开心，
生活一定会更美好~~
