秋天的成熟

　　最酷代名詞：內外俱熱

　　天秤座的人重視感情表白，要愛就要說出來，看不起猜啞謎式的感情，不喜歡外冷內熱的人，當然他們不會埋藏感情。談戀愛時，對方不說出一句肉麻的“我愛你”、情人節沒有實在的表示，感情難以發展下去。總之裏外都要熱。

finally i recalled how i spent my mooncake festival for last year..............
i was debating from morning till late nite in bangi!!!!!!!!!!!!
no wonder i cant recall why i seems like never celebrating it............
sad or not???? duno.........................
then this year.............
think think think............

felt that i am bad..............
felt sorry to those i might hurt them.................
felt sorry for my choice of words.................
felt sorry when i kept mention some stuffs while i dun really meant that...............
dun take me too seriously all the time......................

tomorrow lecture lo......
this time, duno why many ppl dun want come back.....
for what i remember, i dun have such strong feeling by last year...........
this time really duno what happen........
maybe too many sad things happen..........
nvm, we sure can overcome all these.............
mind our step, step out once, we left only 99 steps to reach 100.....
so, step out together.... =)

recently, can see some ppl leaving or going to leaving.............
the feel is like sad again..........
coz we can never see them again..........
this is a process of life and yet not everybody can accept it............
out of a sudden everybody can get a bad news...........
out of a sudden everybody will get shock...............
thus, the moral value of all these incidences=appreciate..........
there always be words like never be late to appreciate or we need appreciate everything we have and we met.........
however, how many ppl manage to do that?????
it is very hard..............
and i myself, trying my best as well....
nobody is perfect,
thus, we cant demand for perfect actually.....
anyway, jiayou jiayou...........
sure can overcome all these obstacles.........

come back kl=sad
exam=sad
result=sad
timetable=sad
lacking of time=sad
wasting time=sad

seeing stupid fellow=sad+angry
why do IT come back????
bad devil........
HATE...
and yet i can do nothing=sad

can give us more time or not????
why must be so rush????
after listening to other ppl,
feel that why they have lots of time to prepare,
and us...............
sooooooooo sad.................
only can calm myself that i can rest earlier than them...........
but then this point doesnt work all the time...........
haiz.............
so called "life"??
trying my best to accept everything....................

曲：阿镔/词：管启源

还有太多 值得回味
总有理由 继续沉醉
过去那氛围 要如何维持多一会

谁能保證 热情不退
我太习惯事与愿违
我想你错了 我不是甚么都可以无所谓

在爱或不爱退或不退之间
你和我忽近忽远 像在兜圈
这些年多少曲折蜿蜒 我就快要分裂
当初那些画面 需要多少时间还原

谁能保证 热情不退
我太习惯事与愿违
我想你错了 我不是甚么都可以无所谓

在爱或不爱退或不退之间
你和我忽近忽远 像在兜圈
这些年多少曲折蜿蜒 我就快要分裂
当初那些画面 需要多少时间还原

如果放开手让爱恢复自由
就算那是一种藉口
我会愿意承受

我们在幸福和不幸福之间
在痛或不痛快不快乐之间
至少我们都不是没有感觉
到底为了甚么改变

在爱或不爱退或不退之间
你和我忽近忽远 在兜圈
这些年多少曲折蜿蜒 我就快要分裂
当初那些画面 需要多少时间还原

recently have many many feel mix together...............
really very complicated......................
sometime emo, sometime happy, sometime sad, sometime dun even noe what am i doing.......
so sad.............
i din manage to get what i want......................
i get a lot what i dun want.............................
haiz............................................................................................................................
everything because of it.................
everything need it...............
it is not everything....................
but then without it, we are nothing...................................
i will be working hard toward it.....................
jiayou jiayou............................