秋天的成熟

啞子吃黄莲，有苦说不出。。。
凄凉。。

所谓的奇迹，是某人愿意为某人创造，
没有了某人，期待的奇迹就不会出现。。。

还有太多 值得回味
总有理由 继续沉醉
过去那氛围
要如何维持多一会
谁能保证 热情不退
我太习惯事与愿违
我想你错了
我不是甚么都可以无所谓
在爱或不爱退或不退之间
你和我忽近忽远
像在兜圈
这些年多少曲折蜿蜒
我就快要分裂
当初那些画面
需要多少时间还原

谁能保证 热情不退
我太习惯事与愿违
我想你错了
我不是甚么都可以无所谓
在爱或不爱退或不退之间
你和我忽近忽远
像在兜圈
这些年多少曲折蜿蜒
我就快要分裂
当初那些画面
需要多少时间还原
如果放开手让爱恢复自由
就算那是一种藉口
我会愿意承受
我们在幸福和不幸福之间
在痛或不痛快不快乐之间
至少我们都不是没有感觉
到底为了甚么改变
在爱或不爱退或不退之间
你和我忽近忽远 在兜圈
这些年多少曲折蜿蜒
我就快要分裂
当初那些画面 需要多少时间还原

谢谢你让我长大。。。

have i grow up this time???
i think soo......
thanks.....
although.....
hope gt ppl could understand me.......

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动

duno why.....
recently miss u all sooo much.....
and i just realised that i never grow up mentally by this year....
2010 going to the end ady....
and yet, i am still like that.....
if time follow my mind not to grow up that should be great enough for me......
i miss u all.............
miss my lovely seg hwa...
although it no longer belongs to me.....
and it is almost totally different now.....

one song enough to bring back all my sweet sweet memories.....
one experience enough to bring me back to the time we had,
the incident we go through together.......
it may seems to be very very tiny,
however, for me, it is the best.........

往事只能留藏心底...............................
MISS.....................................................

there is a very very very funny facts....
i always be the love advisor of the others.....
haha....
while myself never touch it.....
what a funny......
i not meant to say like i am not happy to be advisor,
just that i dun really have the real experience,
thus i am a bit worry what i told is true or not....
just like previously i just gave a wrong advice to a friend since primary school....
erm.....
i do feel sorry la....
but then i also duno how to help ady....
just wish that we all can be having great luck in facing all these related stuffs lo....
although i noe that it will be impossible...
but remember, everything is possible and impossible can actually be converted into I'm possible.....
YEAH!!!!
GO for "IMPOSSIBLE"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally....
i finish it.....
YEAH!!!!!!!!!
what a stupid stuff to be done....
while i am sooooo sleepy that my eye nearly closed while looking on the computer screen......
now i hardly imagine what will be the time one year later when thesis come and we need to look at those journals everyday......
facing computer all the days.....
omg....
really cant imagine.....

these few days, i can feel that i seems to be having a higher degree of short-sightedness.....
omg.....
i dun want.............
i duno is the position i am sitting in the class or due to the lighting there......
coz if the light is on, i am able to see those annoying stuffs on the board la.... haha....
duno is me to spoilt my eyes or not lo...
i really really dun wish to have specs lo.....
it is not a style... not a trend......
not sth i wish to have lo....
although i do wish to have a pair of sunglasses la....
but a real spec will never be my favour....

so sad....
what a ....... day.......
stupid bas + stupid jam....
wasted my precious time.....
with my family....
what the........
and the gathering,
a bit sorry le....
i am not the expert in doing these...
hehe....
as u all said,
usually is other ppl serve me 1... XD
in conclusion, today is still a great day for the gathering.....
although if without the gathering, tomorrow i sure ponteng...
and only come back from hometown by tomorrow....
anyway, i still loves today's gathering.....
have fun.... haha.....
have soooo many gossip......
next time have again ya.... XD

the 1st time to hate assignment that much......
stupid 1......
i dun care liao la.... come back only think of it liao la.....
tired... sleepy....
if came back gt to stay up also no choice liao la.... stupid assignment.....
hopefully tomorrow manage to get ticket la.....
wish me luck oo.....

recently duno what happened....
feel like miss home sooo much....
since i entered uni i dun have sooo much homesick lo......
just that recently really duno which nerve sot jor....
haiz.....
suan liao la.....
probably is bcoz of little kun gua.....
or maybe simply go home acc them lo....
or else, cny back home also not much can be done.....
mid sem sure very very cham.....
haiz..........

今天呢，终于都能亲眼看到真人啦，
感觉不太兴奋，哈哈。。。
或许我不够疯，不像粉丝团般疯狂。。。。
看见了你，感觉就像是和戏剧里看到的你没很大的差别，
总算完成了一个想象了很久很久的心愿般。。。
今天呢，穿错鞋子，搞得我的脚好痛好痛，都是自找的，
算了吧，拿个教训。。。
还有就是要感谢摄影师啦，陪我追最爱最爱的栋梁。。。
也拍了很多很多的照片。。。
嘻嘻。。。
另一位“老人家”，选择不看我那“没什么名气”的爱人，先回家了。。。。
哈哈。。。。
今天真的真的很开心！！！！

今天也买了一个向往已久的塔，是个梦想的起源。。。
我会再买多一个奖励自己。。。
哈哈。。。
总有一天会让梦想成真的。。。
塔，等我噢。。。

背影