秋天的成熟

i really need time to restore myself......
just cant stand it well......
long time din have such feel ady...
it is not stress....
it is just like i lost sth i want it so much.........
it is more xin tong than feeling sad.....
i am sorry to cause u all feel sad abt me or fear that i cant accept it.....
trust me....
i simply need some time..........
although i cant be sure abt the duration now....
but i promise will restore asap....
sorry for my moody now.....